And it began..

Alhamdulillah seminngu pertama di kelas 3 sudah terlewati
Sebenernya nggatau juga sih mau merespon kaya gimana
Tapi ya gimana lagi emang gini.

Tiap masuk kelas gaada guru yang ga koar-koar kalo waktu kelas 12 tinggal 7 bulan lagi
(katanya) kurang malah.
Makin galau tiap ditanya "mau masuk jurusan mana?"
Tiap kumpul bareng hampir 75% bahasannya 'ntar kuliahnya gimana ya..'
Kalo sempet hampir khilaf ngelakuin kesalahan yang ngerem "udah kelas duabelaasss"
Kadang susah juga ngelurusin niat...

Alhamdulillah si kbm kemaren masih mudeng semua (dan inget juga, ini yang paling penting!)
Mulai pulang malem, bimbel, tambahan, dan sekawannya
Capekk, agak kurang manajemen sih emang
Masi lebih sering pegang novel daripada buku pelajaran hehe(yang ini jangan ditiru)
Kurang motivasi jugasi
Tapi Alhamdulillah akhir-akhir ini dapet pencerahan dikit si hehe.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Semoga minggu-minggu kedepan makin dapet banyak pencerahan
Makin mudeng dan inget pelajaran (matfis apalagi!)
Makin bisa manajemen waktu
Bisa namatin novel, jadi pas ulangan ga pegang gituan lagi jadi bisa fokus
Yang paling penting, semoga ga makin maless!

Mulai

Gakerasa ya udah lewat ramadhan taun ini.
Udah lewat 1 syawalnya.
Udah tanggal 1 agustus aja.
Gakerasa ya haha...

Disaat yang lain masi seneng-seneng liburan, masi enak-enaknya mbahas lebaran, aku kok justru kepikiran yang laen (mesti emang gini ini-_-). Setelah browsing, liat-liat bentar (efek hampir seminggu gabisa tidur diatas jam 12) eh aku baru sadar. Senin besok aku bakal mulai hari-hari berikutnya dengan badge yang udah ganti warna. Aku udah kelas 12.
Mesti langsung merinding kalo keingetan ini, kadang mau nangis gara-gara gangira secepet ini. Apalagi liat mbakmas yang barusan lulus. Gila merinding abis. Yang keterima UI-ITB.... Unair sama ITS apalagi. Taun depan aku yaapa, taun depan pilihan ku yang mana. Mana ranking paralelku juga ga terlalu bagus. Masi bingung juga mau pilih univ yang mana, jurusan apa. Agak plinplan sih setelah beberapa waktu lalu aku pengennn banget masuk FTI ITB, tapi sekarang udah goyah. Kalo kata nadia waktu itu se anak-anak biasanya milih jurusan dulu baru masuk ptn mana, tapi aku kok kebalik hehe. Di sisi lain, terlalu banyak saran yang tak tampung akhir-akhir ini, dan ngga lupa keinginannya ortu juga, jadinya se ya makin galau. Bismillah beberapa bulan lagi udah bener-bener mantep mau masuk mana, Aamiin. Bantu doain yaa rekk, hehe makasi uda nyempetin :)

I'm kinda missing them. Perhaps it's been a long time since we've met. When actually it was a few weeks ago. But, seriously imma missing them like a lot.

I miss the time when we shared our stories together. Laughing at simply-random-unimportant things. No matter how geje we are, we were still have a topic to be laughed at. Honestly, I want to go back at the time when we were still met at the same place. Place that we call junior high school. Thought maybe everything were just fine. Now we're sepparated, right? So hard just take time for a short-meeting. We're bussy at our own stuffs. Well, thats not such a thing worth to blaming at, actually. Maybe, I'm just lil' bit messed up, or.. i don't know. I've been missing ya since the time I couldn't even know. Beside that, I'm so thankful at least we've already met for a few times before. Thanks for being there even in our busiest time guys ♥♥♥
 

Bzz

Hai hai.
Long time no see, right?
Jadi gini, sebenernya minggu ini itu pekan ukk, tapi entah kenapa jadi pekan penggabutan tingkat akut. Ditambah lagi minggu lalu liburnya nyaris seminggu, jadi kena efek liburan gitude. Ehh terus sekarang lagi pengen blogging (btw entah kenapa aku sering blogging waktu uas '-').
Ya dipake belajar sih harusnya, cuma entah semenjak semester 2 ini kalo ga belajar malem ga enak gara-gara pikiran masi melayang kemana-mana. Jadinya pulang sekolah nganggur deh.
Terus akhirnya download-download film, buat ditonton malemnya. Belajarnya kapan? Ya habis nonton film hehe (pola belajar yang ga baik emang). Tapi Alhamdulillah walaupun gitu materi masi bisa masuk, lebih efektif gitu si malah (menurutku).

Dan akhir-akhir ini juga film yang tak tonton rata-rata cerita tentang anak sma yang sekolah (yang kebanyakan abis itu lulus). Terus endingnya jadi sedih sendiri taunn depan udah mau lulus. Masi taun depan se, tapi 13 taun aku dari masuk tk aja gakerasanya kaya gini, gimana taun depan yang udah mau nyari kuliah? Ya gapapa sih sebenernya, cuma takut aja. Bismillah deh taun depan bisa lancar, masuk ITB! (Aamiin)

Anywayy, aku mau cerita dikit tentang sesuatu. Jadi, akhir-akhir ini aku gemes banget sama seuatu, karena sesuatu, tapi aku juga gabisa ngelakuin sesuatu (gayakin lebih tepatnya) buat mbenerin sesutau itu (oke ini jadi riddle'-'v) dan ngilangin ke-gemes-an tadi. Dan sekarang akhirnya aku jadi stuck sendiri. Haha oke abaikan, I begin to look like a freak now.

Well, it just some sort of sad storry. Just in case kalian sama buntunya kaya aku (walaupun kayanya gamungkin)

I'm Into Them~~

Maybe it's about 4 years ago I've known them. But I still remember how could I know them. Felt in love with them in the first hearing. And they were such a drug, keeping me addicted 'till now. I've been listening (almost) all of their albums since the first one which released out about 9 years ago, actually (and yes, I regret the fact that I didn't know them earlier). I love the way they made out their songs. The lyrics is just too cute (in the other perspectives, I didn't find any right words to describe it anyway). The members either! Especially the beautiful-cutest-one Hayley Williams! Her voice is just too amazing. Oh My God, they're so georgeus. Oh I still love them like a lot. Even they've changed so much since their first album (about the way they present their songs) they still having their awesomeness, whatever it is. And I thought that it means they have matured, especially the new one which made some people irritated I guess. But I don't think so. I love the new ones, especially "Ain't It Fun" and "Last Hope". It's my current favorite songs anyway :). And after all this time, I'm still into them💜.

Anyway I wanted their Ain't It Fun broken vinyl so much, but unfortunately, I neither have that much money nor find it in my area so... Well you can guess it :(

Since march becoming the worst month ever with the most super-busy-accused-routine too, so I decided not to write anything. And well, here I am now, long time no see fellas!
As I tell you before, my march has begun too busy with those school stuffs. Exams, exercises, remidials, blahblahblah. And almost all of them I couldn't handle which drives me so crazy. So I ask your forgiven for not writing any of  unnecessary-thought as always last month and some couple  of weeks. And hope those stuffs will done as soon as possible (so I can be free~). Well, see you later!

2.14

Hi! I can't believe it's February already. I can't believe it's been a month since the new years eve, and the time I've spent my holiday in Jogja. Time flies so fast. But yeah, here come the new month.

Suddenly, I realized that almost all of my friends will be 17th this year. When I used to be a little kid, I always wondered how it feels to be a 17th, or at least a teenager. I didn't want to be a 17th as soon as possible that time, because.. I don't know, somehow there will be so many disturbia or some kind of messy things. In the past, i just wanted to get my driver license as soon as possible. Waiting for the time I'll get my driver license is seems like forever!. And then now almost all of my friends will be 17th (and some have already 17th), how could time passes so softly like a wind in the middle of summer. I'll be 17th next year, and overall, What I've felt was just rollercoaster, and most flats track come with it, or I don't know, I'm not sure.

Well, hopefully things will get better really really soon. And yeah I get my examinations week tomorrow so, wish me luck.