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Gakerasa ya udah lewat ramadhan taun ini.
Udah lewat 1 syawalnya.
Udah tanggal 1 agustus aja.
Gakerasa ya haha...

Disaat yang lain masi seneng-seneng liburan, masi enak-enaknya mbahas lebaran, aku kok justru kepikiran yang laen (mesti emang gini ini-_-). Setelah browsing, liat-liat bentar (efek hampir seminggu gabisa tidur diatas jam 12) eh aku baru sadar. Senin besok aku bakal mulai hari-hari berikutnya dengan badge yang udah ganti warna. Aku udah kelas 12.
Mesti langsung merinding kalo keingetan ini, kadang mau nangis gara-gara gangira secepet ini. Apalagi liat mbakmas yang barusan lulus. Gila merinding abis. Yang keterima UI-ITB.... Unair sama ITS apalagi. Taun depan aku yaapa, taun depan pilihan ku yang mana. Mana ranking paralelku juga ga terlalu bagus. Masi bingung juga mau pilih univ yang mana, jurusan apa. Agak plinplan sih setelah beberapa waktu lalu aku pengennn banget masuk FTI ITB, tapi sekarang udah goyah. Kalo kata nadia waktu itu se anak-anak biasanya milih jurusan dulu baru masuk ptn mana, tapi aku kok kebalik hehe. Di sisi lain, terlalu banyak saran yang tak tampung akhir-akhir ini, dan ngga lupa keinginannya ortu juga, jadinya se ya makin galau. Bismillah beberapa bulan lagi udah bener-bener mantep mau masuk mana, Aamiin. Bantu doain yaa rekk, hehe makasi uda nyempetin :)

I'm kinda missing them. Perhaps it's been a long time since we've met. When actually it was a few weeks ago. But, seriously imma missing them like a lot.

I miss the time when we shared our stories together. Laughing at simply-random-unimportant things. No matter how geje we are, we were still have a topic to be laughed at. Honestly, I want to go back at the time when we were still met at the same place. Place that we call junior high school. Thought maybe everything were just fine. Now we're sepparated, right? So hard just take time for a short-meeting. We're bussy at our own stuffs. Well, thats not such a thing worth to blaming at, actually. Maybe, I'm just lil' bit messed up, or.. i don't know. I've been missing ya since the time I couldn't even know. Beside that, I'm so thankful at least we've already met for a few times before. Thanks for being there even in our busiest time guys ♥♥♥
 

Bzz

Hai hai.
Long time no see, right?
Jadi gini, sebenernya minggu ini itu pekan ukk, tapi entah kenapa jadi pekan penggabutan tingkat akut. Ditambah lagi minggu lalu liburnya nyaris seminggu, jadi kena efek liburan gitude. Ehh terus sekarang lagi pengen blogging (btw entah kenapa aku sering blogging waktu uas '-').
Ya dipake belajar sih harusnya, cuma entah semenjak semester 2 ini kalo ga belajar malem ga enak gara-gara pikiran masi melayang kemana-mana. Jadinya pulang sekolah nganggur deh.
Terus akhirnya download-download film, buat ditonton malemnya. Belajarnya kapan? Ya habis nonton film hehe (pola belajar yang ga baik emang). Tapi Alhamdulillah walaupun gitu materi masi bisa masuk, lebih efektif gitu si malah (menurutku).

Dan akhir-akhir ini juga film yang tak tonton rata-rata cerita tentang anak sma yang sekolah (yang kebanyakan abis itu lulus). Terus endingnya jadi sedih sendiri taunn depan udah mau lulus. Masi taun depan se, tapi 13 taun aku dari masuk tk aja gakerasanya kaya gini, gimana taun depan yang udah mau nyari kuliah? Ya gapapa sih sebenernya, cuma takut aja. Bismillah deh taun depan bisa lancar, masuk ITB! (Aamiin)

Anywayy, aku mau cerita dikit tentang sesuatu. Jadi, akhir-akhir ini aku gemes banget sama seuatu, karena sesuatu, tapi aku juga gabisa ngelakuin sesuatu (gayakin lebih tepatnya) buat mbenerin sesutau itu (oke ini jadi riddle'-'v) dan ngilangin ke-gemes-an tadi. Dan sekarang akhirnya aku jadi stuck sendiri. Haha oke abaikan, I begin to look like a freak now.

Well, it just some sort of sad storry. Just in case kalian sama buntunya kaya aku (walaupun kayanya gamungkin)

I'm Into Them~~

Maybe it's about 4 years ago I've known them. But I still remember how could I know them. Felt in love with them in the first hearing. And they were such a drug, keeping me addicted 'till now. I've been listening (almost) all of their albums since the first one which released out about 9 years ago, actually (and yes, I regret the fact that I didn't know them earlier). I love the way they made out their songs. The lyrics is just too cute (in the other perspectives, I didn't find any right words to describe it anyway). The members either! Especially the beautiful-cutest-one Hayley Williams! Her voice is just too amazing. Oh My God, they're so georgeus. Oh I still love them like a lot. Even they've changed so much since their first album (about the way they present their songs) they still having their awesomeness, whatever it is. And I thought that it means they have matured, especially the new one which made some people irritated I guess. But I don't think so. I love the new ones, especially "Ain't It Fun" and "Last Hope". It's my current favorite songs anyway :). And after all this time, I'm still into them💜.

Anyway I wanted their Ain't It Fun broken vinyl so much, but unfortunately, I neither have that much money nor find it in my area so... Well you can guess it :(

Since march becoming the worst month ever with the most super-busy-accused-routine too, so I decided not to write anything. And well, here I am now, long time no see fellas!
As I tell you before, my march has begun too busy with those school stuffs. Exams, exercises, remidials, blahblahblah. And almost all of them I couldn't handle which drives me so crazy. So I ask your forgiven for not writing any of  unnecessary-thought as always last month and some couple  of weeks. And hope those stuffs will done as soon as possible (so I can be free~). Well, see you later!

2.14

Hi! I can't believe it's February already. I can't believe it's been a month since the new years eve, and the time I've spent my holiday in Jogja. Time flies so fast. But yeah, here come the new month.

Suddenly, I realized that almost all of my friends will be 17th this year. When I used to be a little kid, I always wondered how it feels to be a 17th, or at least a teenager. I didn't want to be a 17th as soon as possible that time, because.. I don't know, somehow there will be so many disturbia or some kind of messy things. In the past, i just wanted to get my driver license as soon as possible. Waiting for the time I'll get my driver license is seems like forever!. And then now almost all of my friends will be 17th (and some have already 17th), how could time passes so softly like a wind in the middle of summer. I'll be 17th next year, and overall, What I've felt was just rollercoaster, and most flats track come with it, or I don't know, I'm not sure.

Well, hopefully things will get better really really soon. And yeah I get my examinations week tomorrow so, wish me luck.

Ketika Galau Menjadi Labil

Semua berawal dari libur tengah semester, yang entah kapan atau bagaimana-nya bisa jadi seperti ini.

Jadiii, salsep lagi musim-musimnya galau. Ketauan sih waktu di kelas lagu yang diputer agak... ya kalian tau lah. Terus entah kenapa lagu-lagu dubstepnya berkurang antara galau beneran dan emang bosen, sepertinya. Dann, sedikit ngasih info : anak-anak kalau galau pada labil semua, serius. Labil yang dimaksud adalah makin geje. Terlalu geje, sangat geje, sampe yang ngeliat malah ngakak (ini nggak lagi ngejek atau gimana tapi kalo jadi aku pasti kalian ketawa juga). Bisa tiba-tiba moodswing sendiri, kadang mellow banget, kadang pencilakan ga karuan. Mau ditulis contohnya sih, saking aja banyaknya pake banget dan gatau harus mulai darimana. Lagipula gaseru juga kalau nulis gaada namanya, sementara dipost yang ini penulisan nama diminimalisir hehe. Tapi dari yang tak lihat, mungkin atau lebih tepatnya memang kelas ini ditakdirkan geje.

Oya salsep juga lagi seringnya main kartu, kartu remi maksudnya. Entah ini gara-gara (kami) terlalu labil, atau lebih tepatnya buntu. Berawal dari liburan salsep (sepertinya) yang aku gaikut. Saking terlalu seringnya kami main sampe nyiptain permainan sendiri gara-gara bosen sama permainan-kartu-normal. Dan yang terakhir, sampailah kami di permainan truth or truth. Udah ketebak sih, prinsipnya sama kaya truth or dare, cuma karena dare terlalu menyusahkan, dan emang pilihannya cuma disuruh jujur ya udah jadinya namanya gitu. Berawal dari beberapa anak yang menunggu anak (yang lain tentunya) latihan, dan mereka sudah buntu buat main 41, dkk. Jadi cara mainnya anak-anak tadi semua ngambil kartu paling atas (terserah siapa duluan), dan semua harus ngambil. Yang nilainya paling kecil, dia yang kalah. Dan diantara semua ini, pembuat pertanyaan yang paling nyeremin (pertanyaannya) adalah Babar. Pertanyaannya klise sih, kaya "siapa yang paling blablabla" "kalo disuruh milih blablabla" "kalo kamu blablabla". Semua sukses bikin ketawa sama jawabannya, kadang bilanganya "hooo". Dan semua yang ditanyain itu nyaris seputar kelas jadi reaksi yang nanyain, yang dikepoin sama yang ndengerin (hampir) ga ketebak semua. Jelas ngga ketebak kalo tiba-tiba kamu ditanyain yang menurutmu "the most", dan jawabannya ada yang bilang ini, ada yang bilang itu, dan beberapa yang lain yang sama-sama unpredicted.