I'm Into Them~~

Maybe it's about 4 years ago I've known them. But I still remember how could I know them. Felt in love with them in the first hearing. And they were such a drug, keeping me addicted 'till now. I've been listening (almost) all of their albums since the first one which released out about 9 years ago, actually (and yes, I regret the fact that I didn't know them earlier). I love the way they made out their songs. The lyrics is just too cute (in the other perspectives, I didn't find any right words to describe it anyway). The members either! Especially the beautiful-cutest-one Hayley Williams! Her voice is just too amazing. Oh My God, they're so georgeus. Oh I still love them like a lot. Even they've changed so much since their first album (about the way they present their songs) they still having their awesomeness, whatever it is. And I thought that it means they have matured, especially the new one which made some people irritated I guess. But I don't think so. I love the new ones, especially "Ain't It Fun" and "Last Hope". It's my current favorite songs anyway :). And after all this time, I'm still into them💜.

Anyway I wanted their Ain't It Fun broken vinyl so much, but unfortunately, I neither have that much money nor find it in my area so... Well you can guess it :(

Since march becoming the worst month ever with the most super-busy-accused-routine too, so I decided not to write anything. And well, here I am now, long time no see fellas!
As I tell you before, my march has begun too busy with those school stuffs. Exams, exercises, remidials, blahblahblah. And almost all of them I couldn't handle which drives me so crazy. So I ask your forgiven for not writing any of  unnecessary-thought as always last month and some couple  of weeks. And hope those stuffs will done as soon as possible (so I can be free~). Well, see you later!

2.14

Hi! I can't believe it's February already. I can't believe it's been a month since the new years eve, and the time I've spent my holiday in Jogja. Time flies so fast. But yeah, here come the new month.

Suddenly, I realized that almost all of my friends will be 17th this year. When I used to be a little kid, I always wondered how it feels to be a 17th, or at least a teenager. I didn't want to be a 17th as soon as possible that time, because.. I don't know, somehow there will be so many disturbia or some kind of messy things. In the past, i just wanted to get my driver license as soon as possible. Waiting for the time I'll get my driver license is seems like forever!. And then now almost all of my friends will be 17th (and some have already 17th), how could time passes so softly like a wind in the middle of summer. I'll be 17th next year, and overall, What I've felt was just rollercoaster, and most flats track come with it, or I don't know, I'm not sure.

Well, hopefully things will get better really really soon. And yeah I get my examinations week tomorrow so, wish me luck.

Ketika Galau Menjadi Labil

Semua berawal dari libur tengah semester, yang entah kapan atau bagaimana-nya bisa jadi seperti ini.

Jadiii, salsep lagi musim-musimnya galau. Ketauan sih waktu di kelas lagu yang diputer agak... ya kalian tau lah. Terus entah kenapa lagu-lagu dubstepnya berkurang antara galau beneran dan emang bosen, sepertinya. Dann, sedikit ngasih info : anak-anak kalau galau pada labil semua, serius. Labil yang dimaksud adalah makin geje. Terlalu geje, sangat geje, sampe yang ngeliat malah ngakak (ini nggak lagi ngejek atau gimana tapi kalo jadi aku pasti kalian ketawa juga). Bisa tiba-tiba moodswing sendiri, kadang mellow banget, kadang pencilakan ga karuan. Mau ditulis contohnya sih, saking aja banyaknya pake banget dan gatau harus mulai darimana. Lagipula gaseru juga kalau nulis gaada namanya, sementara dipost yang ini penulisan nama diminimalisir hehe. Tapi dari yang tak lihat, mungkin atau lebih tepatnya memang kelas ini ditakdirkan geje.

Oya salsep juga lagi seringnya main kartu, kartu remi maksudnya. Entah ini gara-gara (kami) terlalu labil, atau lebih tepatnya buntu. Berawal dari liburan salsep (sepertinya) yang aku gaikut. Saking terlalu seringnya kami main sampe nyiptain permainan sendiri gara-gara bosen sama permainan-kartu-normal. Dan yang terakhir, sampailah kami di permainan truth or truth. Udah ketebak sih, prinsipnya sama kaya truth or dare, cuma karena dare terlalu menyusahkan, dan emang pilihannya cuma disuruh jujur ya udah jadinya namanya gitu. Berawal dari beberapa anak yang menunggu anak (yang lain tentunya) latihan, dan mereka sudah buntu buat main 41, dkk. Jadi cara mainnya anak-anak tadi semua ngambil kartu paling atas (terserah siapa duluan), dan semua harus ngambil. Yang nilainya paling kecil, dia yang kalah. Dan diantara semua ini, pembuat pertanyaan yang paling nyeremin (pertanyaannya) adalah Babar. Pertanyaannya klise sih, kaya "siapa yang paling blablabla" "kalo disuruh milih blablabla" "kalo kamu blablabla". Semua sukses bikin ketawa sama jawabannya, kadang bilanganya "hooo". Dan semua yang ditanyain itu nyaris seputar kelas jadi reaksi yang nanyain, yang dikepoin sama yang ndengerin (hampir) ga ketebak semua. Jelas ngga ketebak kalo tiba-tiba kamu ditanyain yang menurutmu "the most", dan jawabannya ada yang bilang ini, ada yang bilang itu, dan beberapa yang lain yang sama-sama unpredicted.

Rendezvous 2k14

It's been a week. 

But I still can feel it.
The crowd, the euphoria, the lights, the sounds.
The athmosphere.

Dan ya, entah cuma aku atau semua ngerasa jumat minggu lalu uasikk banget, kalo kata anak salsep si 'wenakk doo' (padahal aldo gangapa-ngapain). Awalnya pas jumat pagi masih kerasa capek si, gara-gara sehari sebelumnya nganggur se-nganggur-nganggur-nya, terus akhirnya diajak Lintang muter-muter gc, terus aku lupa pas habis pulangnya dari gc ngapain sampe capek banget kaya gitu.

Jumat pagi gatau kenapa mendadak bete terus habis itu mbalik kaya semula. Gara-gara sekolah masih ada pelajaran kali, ya. Dan entah lagi kesambet apa, pulangnya lagi ga mood banget diajakin Bontang sama Lintang ke tp. Alhasil, pas kelas sudah hampir sepi aku cuma nemu Deril, Nelti sama Ridhwan mau ke trillium. Habis makan di pujasera (yang aku gaikut makan gara-gara udah makan duluan), akhirnya ke trillium. Awalnya nganggur-nganggur gitu, terus akhirnya main ping-pong sama billiard sama anak-anak. Terus akhirnya Haekal, Darjo sama Vaga dateng. Terus tempatnya jadi agak rame. Terus anak-anak buru-buru ganti-mandi-sholat (yang walaupun cowok tapi mandinya naudzubillah lamanya), akhirnya cus gc.

Gramd City Convention Hall. Udah ruame banget ternyata, padahal itu baru jam 7. Nukerin tiket dulu habis gitu baru bisa masuk venue-nya. Pas pertama masuk itu cuma masih band apaa gitu, terus pengumuman lomba band sama rainbow. Terus dilanjutin sama zombies daylight yang lagunya aku agak gapaham gitu tapi kayak semacam alirannya Haekal gitude. Habis itu heavy monster, yang alirannya udah gaada yang nanya lagi, pogoan mulu anak-anak. Terus akhirnya BLP, jujur sebenernya agak gangerti lagunya, tapi ada satu lagu yang lucu gitu nadanya hehe. Setelah itu, mungkin yang ditunggu-tunggu sama orang banyak, RAN!. Tapi waktu sebelumnya ada video-nya rendezvous yang dibuat anak-anak pubdok, dan udah keluar semacam teaser-nya di youtube. Dan itu asli keren gila, gini ini agak menyesal ga ikut oprec kemaren. Oke, balik ke RAN, sayangnya aku baru sempet menikmati 3 lagu sebelum pulang gara-gara udah dijemput. Tapi 3 yang awal kece banget kok. Gak nyesel dateng padahal capek-capeknya, dan lagi kaya moodswing gitu. Thanks Rendezvous 2k14!.

Stucked in the same question every day.

"What am I supposed to do with it?"

How could you know the answers when you don't even know the question.

And that's such a huge problem.

When you didn't know what do you feel for a long time.

It's like everthings were turned out into blue but in fact there's nothing happened at all.

When you tired of something but you didn't know what you've done, even until its done.

Kinda something useless that keep haunting.

Since when? I don't even know how its started, and for what kind of things this supposed to

Heyyy

Hey, there!
Nice to see ya in 2014. Well, Happy New Year y'all! (even maybe it's too late)

Many people wished that their new years resolution can coming true, right?
Honestly, i don't have any ney years resolution.
Be better than tomorrow? Of course all of the people should reach it.
Higher score? As a student, I'm supposed to get higher (even highest) score, am I?
Well, maybe because I have no idea what will happen tomorrow, and what I suppose to do with it (except trying to be better of course).
And my biggest plan since few months ago was get in to ITB.

Hmm.. Yea I keep trying to make it come true.
Wish me luck! :D