Rendezvous 2k14

It's been a week. 

But I still can feel it.
The crowd, the euphoria, the lights, the sounds.
The athmosphere.

Dan ya, entah cuma aku atau semua ngerasa jumat minggu lalu uasikk banget, kalo kata anak salsep si 'wenakk doo' (padahal aldo gangapa-ngapain). Awalnya pas jumat pagi masih kerasa capek si, gara-gara sehari sebelumnya nganggur se-nganggur-nganggur-nya, terus akhirnya diajak Lintang muter-muter gc, terus aku lupa pas habis pulangnya dari gc ngapain sampe capek banget kaya gitu.

Jumat pagi gatau kenapa mendadak bete terus habis itu mbalik kaya semula. Gara-gara sekolah masih ada pelajaran kali, ya. Dan entah lagi kesambet apa, pulangnya lagi ga mood banget diajakin Bontang sama Lintang ke tp. Alhasil, pas kelas sudah hampir sepi aku cuma nemu Deril, Nelti sama Ridhwan mau ke trillium. Habis makan di pujasera (yang aku gaikut makan gara-gara udah makan duluan), akhirnya ke trillium. Awalnya nganggur-nganggur gitu, terus akhirnya main ping-pong sama billiard sama anak-anak. Terus akhirnya Haekal, Darjo sama Vaga dateng. Terus tempatnya jadi agak rame. Terus anak-anak buru-buru ganti-mandi-sholat (yang walaupun cowok tapi mandinya naudzubillah lamanya), akhirnya cus gc.

Gramd City Convention Hall. Udah ruame banget ternyata, padahal itu baru jam 7. Nukerin tiket dulu habis gitu baru bisa masuk venue-nya. Pas pertama masuk itu cuma masih band apaa gitu, terus pengumuman lomba band sama rainbow. Terus dilanjutin sama zombies daylight yang lagunya aku agak gapaham gitu tapi kayak semacam alirannya Haekal gitude. Habis itu heavy monster, yang alirannya udah gaada yang nanya lagi, pogoan mulu anak-anak. Terus akhirnya BLP, jujur sebenernya agak gangerti lagunya, tapi ada satu lagu yang lucu gitu nadanya hehe. Setelah itu, mungkin yang ditunggu-tunggu sama orang banyak, RAN!. Tapi waktu sebelumnya ada video-nya rendezvous yang dibuat anak-anak pubdok, dan udah keluar semacam teaser-nya di youtube. Dan itu asli keren gila, gini ini agak menyesal ga ikut oprec kemaren. Oke, balik ke RAN, sayangnya aku baru sempet menikmati 3 lagu sebelum pulang gara-gara udah dijemput. Tapi 3 yang awal kece banget kok. Gak nyesel dateng padahal capek-capeknya, dan lagi kaya moodswing gitu. Thanks Rendezvous 2k14!.

Stucked in the same question every day.

"What am I supposed to do with it?"

How could you know the answers when you don't even know the question.

And that's such a huge problem.

When you didn't know what do you feel for a long time.

It's like everthings were turned out into blue but in fact there's nothing happened at all.

When you tired of something but you didn't know what you've done, even until its done.

Kinda something useless that keep haunting.

Since when? I don't even know how its started, and for what kind of things this supposed to

Heyyy

Hey, there!
Nice to see ya in 2014. Well, Happy New Year y'all! (even maybe it's too late)

Many people wished that their new years resolution can coming true, right?
Honestly, i don't have any ney years resolution.
Be better than tomorrow? Of course all of the people should reach it.
Higher score? As a student, I'm supposed to get higher (even highest) score, am I?
Well, maybe because I have no idea what will happen tomorrow, and what I suppose to do with it (except trying to be better of course).
And my biggest plan since few months ago was get in to ITB.

Hmm.. Yea I keep trying to make it come true.
Wish me luck! :D

Nice to Meet You Again

DetCon 2013!!

Priceless moment.
Ikut tim mading ots sama Nadhia, Tanti, Dito, Jeki.
Nyiapin konsep sama barang-barang dari h-sebulan.

Nyambi bantuin yang 2d ngerjain "bianglala"-nya.
Ngerubah konsep ots gara-gara misscom, tapi jadinya bagus kok (konsepnya).

Simulasi dirumah Dito, abis itu ternyata jam 11 udah kelar, padahal baru mulai jam 9.
Pulangnya bantuin adek-adek kelas 10 nyelesein mading 2d di rumahnya Ajeng.
Maghriban di deket rumah pak Taufik sambil mbenerin mading.
Dan semua itu diawali di pagi hari dengan mengontel.

Jumat ijin habis jam-nya pak Ali, langsung ke PTC dianter Vivin sama Della.
Ngerjain 5 jam.
Udah selesai, pulangnya luntang-luntung, akhirnya naksi bareng Ica, Tanti, Jeki.

Sabtu pagi jam 10 langsung dari rumah.
Di PTC cuma ketemu nadhia.
Pas dimulai ada yang telat, ngeforsir 5 jam terakhir.
Berdiriin robotnya.
Nyalain lampu yang dijadiin mata, kabelnya kependekan.
Akhirnya 10 jam selesai.
Matanya berasap, kertas neonnya gosong, tapi aslinya bagus.
Nonton (+ dukung) Pascal.
Pulang sama dd kelas 10, temen sekelas ilang semua.

Pengumuman.
(Sementara) Smala kudu sabar dulu, evaluasi.

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Hehe, jadi keinget detcon tahun lalu, yang sampe jalan kaki gara-gara kemaleman :D
Yang harusnya freedom jadi freedo(o)m.
Gatau deh semuanya emang bener-bener unforgetable, pake banget

" You know, there will be a day when you're so tired with the same routine everyday, you feel stuck and you feel like everything is fucked up.When you feel like nobody can understand ;including you; what you feel and you just don't have any idea how to tell them what's happen with yourself. And you'll wish you can escape from all these things, even just for awhile, drive your car and go to the beach just to feel fresh and free. Now, I wish i could drive a car and go to a beach, alone. And I wish i could understand this feeling so i could tell someone what's wrong with me, to make me feel better :"{ "

- Quoting from here

I just don't understand.
Why do people so often judge each other by their own point of view only?
Why don't they look onto their self 'bout what-have-they-done for the others?
It feels like perception sucks.
People blaming each other without giving their best.
Well, yes maybe it's their own rights to judge the other but, aren't it's the other rights to rebut their opinions?
About giving any prove, maybe?
Or about accept the people opinions and change your own point of view.

Eh

Ceritanyasi lagi flashback. Bukan flashback sebenernya, cuma lagi semacam stalking-stalking blognya seseorang. Begitu bacain postnya satu per satu, tiba-tiba.. 'deg', gatau ya kok kayaknya mirip aja sama yang tak alamin. Gak cuma satu-dua sih banyak malah. Rasanya.. apaya, aneh aja mbacanya. Bukan aneh yang maksudnya those-such-a-weirdo, tapi apaya.. entahlah. Mungkin kayanya lebih bikin merenung.. mikir ini-itu-yaapa-gimana-kokbisa. Dan kayak semuanya langsung wushhh~ memories everywhere.Ya emang semuanya ngena bangetsi.