Stucked in the same question every day.

"What am I supposed to do with it?"

How could you know the answers when you don't even know the question.

And that's such a huge problem.

When you didn't know what do you feel for a long time.

It's like everthings were turned out into blue but in fact there's nothing happened at all.

When you tired of something but you didn't know what you've done, even until its done.

Kinda something useless that keep haunting.

Since when? I don't even know how its started, and for what kind of things this supposed to

Heyyy

Hey, there!
Nice to see ya in 2014. Well, Happy New Year y'all! (even maybe it's too late)

Many people wished that their new years resolution can coming true, right?
Honestly, i don't have any ney years resolution.
Be better than tomorrow? Of course all of the people should reach it.
Higher score? As a student, I'm supposed to get higher (even highest) score, am I?
Well, maybe because I have no idea what will happen tomorrow, and what I suppose to do with it (except trying to be better of course).
And my biggest plan since few months ago was get in to ITB.

Hmm.. Yea I keep trying to make it come true.
Wish me luck! :D

Nice to Meet You Again

DetCon 2013!!

Priceless moment.
Ikut tim mading ots sama Nadhia, Tanti, Dito, Jeki.
Nyiapin konsep sama barang-barang dari h-sebulan.

Nyambi bantuin yang 2d ngerjain "bianglala"-nya.
Ngerubah konsep ots gara-gara misscom, tapi jadinya bagus kok (konsepnya).

Simulasi dirumah Dito, abis itu ternyata jam 11 udah kelar, padahal baru mulai jam 9.
Pulangnya bantuin adek-adek kelas 10 nyelesein mading 2d di rumahnya Ajeng.
Maghriban di deket rumah pak Taufik sambil mbenerin mading.
Dan semua itu diawali di pagi hari dengan mengontel.

Jumat ijin habis jam-nya pak Ali, langsung ke PTC dianter Vivin sama Della.
Ngerjain 5 jam.
Udah selesai, pulangnya luntang-luntung, akhirnya naksi bareng Ica, Tanti, Jeki.

Sabtu pagi jam 10 langsung dari rumah.
Di PTC cuma ketemu nadhia.
Pas dimulai ada yang telat, ngeforsir 5 jam terakhir.
Berdiriin robotnya.
Nyalain lampu yang dijadiin mata, kabelnya kependekan.
Akhirnya 10 jam selesai.
Matanya berasap, kertas neonnya gosong, tapi aslinya bagus.
Nonton (+ dukung) Pascal.
Pulang sama dd kelas 10, temen sekelas ilang semua.

Pengumuman.
(Sementara) Smala kudu sabar dulu, evaluasi.

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Hehe, jadi keinget detcon tahun lalu, yang sampe jalan kaki gara-gara kemaleman :D
Yang harusnya freedom jadi freedo(o)m.
Gatau deh semuanya emang bener-bener unforgetable, pake banget

" You know, there will be a day when you're so tired with the same routine everyday, you feel stuck and you feel like everything is fucked up.When you feel like nobody can understand ;including you; what you feel and you just don't have any idea how to tell them what's happen with yourself. And you'll wish you can escape from all these things, even just for awhile, drive your car and go to the beach just to feel fresh and free. Now, I wish i could drive a car and go to a beach, alone. And I wish i could understand this feeling so i could tell someone what's wrong with me, to make me feel better :"{ "

- Quoting from here

I just don't understand.
Why do people so often judge each other by their own point of view only?
Why don't they look onto their self 'bout what-have-they-done for the others?
It feels like perception sucks.
People blaming each other without giving their best.
Well, yes maybe it's their own rights to judge the other but, aren't it's the other rights to rebut their opinions?
About giving any prove, maybe?
Or about accept the people opinions and change your own point of view.

Eh

Ceritanyasi lagi flashback. Bukan flashback sebenernya, cuma lagi semacam stalking-stalking blognya seseorang. Begitu bacain postnya satu per satu, tiba-tiba.. 'deg', gatau ya kok kayaknya mirip aja sama yang tak alamin. Gak cuma satu-dua sih banyak malah. Rasanya.. apaya, aneh aja mbacanya. Bukan aneh yang maksudnya those-such-a-weirdo, tapi apaya.. entahlah. Mungkin kayanya lebih bikin merenung.. mikir ini-itu-yaapa-gimana-kokbisa. Dan kayak semuanya langsung wushhh~ memories everywhere.Ya emang semuanya ngena bangetsi.

Finally 15!

Alhamdulillah, sudah 15.
Agak gak mood sih sebenernya, mengingat hp habis kekancing 3 hari dikelas (oke sebenernya ini agak bego).
Tapi hikmahnya yang ngucapin pertama sama kedua jadi ayah sama ibuk gara-gara malemnya aku ga begadang geje lagi hehe.
Kudu ngakak juga ngeliat ekspresinya victor tau aku baru 15 wkwk.
Tetep dibuly sih, dibilang "kon sek cilik yo ve".
Dan doanya, hampir semua sama kayak tahun lalu "tambah dukur yoo"
Ya.. Makasi ya buat semua yang udah ngucapin :D
Semoga semua doanya terkabul, dan semoga aku bisa makin nggenah lagi, ga slengean terus hehe. (Amin)
Buat vaga, sepurane deket rumahlu gada yang jual henna --v